2006= I am 27/28 years old. Im the first half of the year, am in school full time and not financially independent. I haven't written or read leisurely for a while. I am happily married but my husband spends alot of time away. I don't have alot of time for internet or visiting with friends. I am frustrated by this and several situations: finacial, family and friend relationships and school. In the later half, I work 40-60 hours a week at a factory job and home life is up in the air.

…I went by Aunt Oletta's old house and I went inside, exploring. I found tons of records there, letters she wrote and kept, files of history and other information. I was so exited! I had been at school and I had to go back immediately. I had my clinic uniform on or I had to get it on. It was night outside, I believe, or dusk. I took a few files and I was going to leave for clinic then return for more stuff.

The dream switched alittle and I am a character played by Reba McIntyre. The law is after me and I am stealing transportation like fork lifts or bulldozers to get back to the house to get the prize which is all that information.

The house and everything in it, in the dream, was very vivid. I also dreamed about cats but I can't recall what it was about now…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~I am back into doing my family history which is a hobby. Finding the priceless information at a distant aunt's house is like digging through information in real life. I'm not sure what the ploy change is about. It looks like someone is trying to stop me or hinder me somehow… this could, perhaps, be the fact that I am putting off school work at times to do the family history.

…in a hotel room, I was ghost hunting on television. I lay in bed as they spoke about the ghost to the cameras. I was lying in bed under covers when I got spooked so I got up, telling them I felt something beside me but it feels like I may have made it up or embellished.

Apparently, he had died in the bed on the left-hand side. He had done dark magic there and hurt people. We connected two separate legends to this one place. We (me, a guy and a girl) where pretty exited but scared. I decided to leave and get us some food. I invited the woman, winking at her to make the guy realize that he'd be here all alone there. It didn't really work that way and he wasn't too scared by it…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~I watch Ghost Hunters quite a bit, LOL. I love the idea of making contact, even though spooks spook me a bit. There is also camaraderie in the dream which is a sure sign of that layer of life needing attention or getting the proper attention.

10 AM : Driving and Cats

…I was at school, at night and everyone was leaving. I wanted food to I drove to a place for some. A guy friend was with me, I drove well enough even though the roads were odd, curved and convoluted…

…I had some cats in a cage. I had a tiny one, a wild one, a new one and a little wild one who bit me. The tiny one and wild one were a pair and the new one and little wild one were a pair…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~Being able to drive in difficult circumstances in dreams is like navigating trying points in life and doing so well. I am handling my stress much better. Yay, me. Cats, for me, is responsibility and this is denoting all of my new responsibilities as wife, friend, student, bread winner and practitioner.

…I dreamed I was traveling on the interstate but instead of driving, I was being flown. I felt bad about the weather, foreboding. The plane dropped from the sky suddenly, the pilot cussing. He got it back up but I know there was something wrong with the air that was why we had no lift.

The pilot asked if we wanted to go on. Noone had a problem but I told him straight out that I didn't want to. I told him the air felt hollow, like it stuck to you.

He landed us and, in fact, everyone on the highway had to stop for a while. One woman even made her own gown so she could sleep well while she waited for traffic to move again. She was with us on the 'plane', which was actually a long seat on which we were running out of room.

Kristie (teacher) was there, asking if they had ever snuggled while it stormed. Noone raised their hands. I didn't because I was thinking that when it stormed, I just napped. I guess she was trying to make things better, more appealing since we were stuck there. The dream moves on to us being in a locker room where people are borrowing dresses to wear while on the road…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~Stormy weather denotes arguments, anger, worry and comes from the moving issue with me and my husband. The pilot must be Aaron since he lost control of the plane and landed when I asked him to. He's just that type of fellow. The dream characters are in a bit of limbo which is where I am until I figure out where we're going in that plane (to live).

10 AM : Flying

…I am at school where we have pool sports and work with animals. We swim with dolphins and such but it's still massage school. This one pool experience is a truck chasing after horses on the ice. It's fine until one of the horses stumble. I loose my cool, speaking out against hurting them. The ice cracks with my outrage.

I jump out the door (the entire room is a giant pool) and I grab people to pull them out before they fall in (I recall Megan, a classmate, as one) and get them into the hall. Not a person I grab and pull out is wet. The people inside are all underwater now and they swim in a group and do a team-hand chain to unite themselves. I worry that it's against what I did but everyone outside is complimenting me.

I see Tiffany Stanley kiss Scott and I giggle. I didn't realize they were together. I see them again later as they leave and I laugh again and Tiffany says, "Yeah, I know! My last boyfriend was on the football team, too!" I guessed in the dream that Scott was a football player.

Everyone is leaving and I guess they are going to get the room set up for the dolphins. The school is both indoor and outdoor and it is expansive and large. I realize then that I can fly a bit but I believe in the dream that it comes from my schooling because I look at my grades and see that I have taking classes I don't remember. I didn't make well on them. I apparently had taking one on lucid dreaming and I was disappointed because I didn't remember it or get a lot out of it.

I hover over the ground, going one place to another. I flip in the air, making myself angle, twist and turn. I even do the superman pose. I wonder if I am dreaming but I'm sure I can do this in reality. I think I go back to the pool where Sharon is talking about all money she'd have to spend on the new Mexican students. I fly back to where I was outside practicing how I move. It's incredible fun.

There's a part where this girl is an orphan because Cardasians from Star Trek killed her father. He calls for her help by subspace but she doesn't come because she knows it's a trap. Captain Picard speaks to her and I noticed that his teeth are bad. That's when she and everyone else realizes that he is actually an evil Cardasian in disguise. I, now there, call her a wimp for not going to get her dad and I get in a ship and fly off…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~This does reflect massage school and an incident that occurred when we were off campus at a gym-environment. We were doing aqua massage and I was used by the director to show how it was done. All was well and it was very enjoyable. However, a few weeks later, I story was related to me by one of my classmates, a very quiet, sweet lady. Sharon, the director, did the same example using her and where I could easily relax, she could not. Sharon became frustrated with her for not relaxing and, at the end, though she knew that my friend was afraid of the water, dunked her under.

When I heard this story, I was livid. At that point, the only thing about Sharon that I respected was her professionalism. Once I learned what she did, even that went out the window.

My classmates are the horses, the trucks are the run arounds and trouble in class caused by Sharon. One horse stumbles and my anger breaks the ice… a warning to myself to keep my cool perhaps. However, in the dream, my classmates compliment me on what happened which may point toward taking action. Action in RL has been taken but, in my anger, I believe more needs to be done concerning this woman. The main thing for me is to not return for second year.

LOL… not sure why Tiffany and Scott would be together but… hey.

Flying is a big indicator of lucidity or heightened awareness. Apparently, it wasn't enough to trigger lucidity. Even the mention of lucidity classes from my subconscious wasn't enough to rouse me!

The Star Trek scene points toward anger about someone (me perhaps) not doing what it takes to help someone in danger or trouble. Maybe having to do with the first part of the dream and school. Also, Picard (who I respect and care for as a character) is show in a bad light, ugly and, finally, as an enemy… and that would be a director that I SHOULD respect and yet can't because I see her true colors. And wouldn't going back to a place like that be like walking into a trap? Well, that's the way I feel about it… consciously and subconsciously!

…me and Lisa (FS) (sometimes, Heather(classmate)) and someone else were living in an apartment building. We realized a young tenant was being abused so we go in the elevator to get to her floor and rescue her. We had to do trivia/video games in order to get to her. Lisa/Heather took a dive for th?] door to get out of the elevator but she missed the floor where it opened up into the elevator shaft. We were scared for her that she would hit the bottom but she was okay, having landed on a platform just beneath the car. We chose floors by video game titles…

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…I was in the bathroom, making love to a woman as a man. She was about ready to come when my dad accidentally opened the door enough to disturb us. I got up and saw that the chain that locked the door was broken off. I tried to fix it back but it just wouldn't screw back in because it was too damaged. I screwed it into one spot then took it out and tried screwing it directly into the door but it just wouldn't work. I was using an odd looking screwdriver from the medicine cabinet.

The women left and I think I finished myself off (as a man or woman, I don't know). After that, Leo from 'Charmed' came into the picture. He was about to loose his powers but didn't know it. I must have been a white lighter but I was tough and mean almost.

There was a man sitting on a couch where the toilet is in real life with his son. It was raining hard in through a missing window. The pan was old and rotten and I told him that the window was okay bit it needed to the fixed so his son wouldn't get wet. There was other stuff going on but I don't recall…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~First dream has me and my friends trying to rescue someone, a young girl. I guess that she would represent any younger person or even me. Having to use trivia to get to her means using brains instead of brawn. Especially since using brawn almost got Lisa/Heather hurt.

Second dream has me as a man which reflects my masculinity and, since it was in a sexual situation, it is my sexual drive showing up to tell me what I want or need. Privacy was invaded and I couldn't seem to fix it to make sure it wouldn't happen again. That relates to my waking life by the turmoil caused by Aaron and I disagreeing over where to live. My anger as a white lighter speaks loudly as I am loosing my patience and readying myself to allow myself to speak up to people I love.

…I was in the city of Dunn, in a back street with mom and dad. I can only recall the part where I we are getting ready to leave. Mom is driving. I realize that I have extra film so I call for her to stop so I can take pictures of the old buildings there. She rolls on for a minute and stops reluctantly which makes me angry.

I get out, noticing that someone in another car has to squeeze by her in order to get into the alley. I take pictures of the old buildings. I messed up one because I was trying to take pictures with my glasses still on. Why I am wearing them, I'm not sure.

Some hooligans show up, like Television mafia but as achrondroplastic dwarves. I realize they are actually radio investors looking for a building to put up their new station. I'm rather happy that the buildings will have a new owner because I was worried they would be demolished…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~Old buildings and the destruction of those buildings is often related to my life, change and the worry for the future. Change is a type of destruction and construction but sense I view it with 'destruction' instead of 'construction, it makes for a dark outlook, I'm afraid. Taking pictures saves that past and having someone save the buildings shows a definite upturn in the events in my life. My mother, not stopping the car right away is a symbol of her attitude. She often will not listen, allows herself to only believe what she wants or has trouble being open minded. Lots of people are like that and I can see it in myself.

10 AM - Annoying Sisters

…I was in the upstairs of the house and, I think, Robert (friend) had just left. Mom said that he kept calling. He'd left a ton of porno with me and I struggled to hide it, throwing away random bits of food I found in the box. Some hamburgers, a banana and spoiled stuff, I didn't want anyone to find it because it was so embarrassing. I also wanted to give myself an orgasm but didn't want to get caught. I was in my room in the dark and I was afraid that mom would walk in on me.

The dream continues on to a party where I have two blonde sisters? And Lori is there with her husband as well. I hate my sisters and I explain how I hated some of the characters from the movie "Raising Helen" for being mean and spoiled. I told my dream sister who had remarried and had 4 kids, three of which was his that I hated her for treating his kids better than her own just because he wanted her to.

Both of the older sister's sons and the husband where all named 'Michael'. Me and the other sister laughed when we both realized that we hated the older sister of the movie. I think I also made fun of Lori's husband for his work…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~I'm taking noticed that two important people in my life don't approve of this person (Robert) calling me. He approaches in friendship and I think it's fine. The only problem, shown by the porno is that fact that he tens to be overly sexual in conversations. I watched "Raising Helen" last night and the sister annoyed the heck out of me and made me think of how that personality bothers me. I don't like being made to feel that I am less than someone else and that's pretty much what she did.

Dream #3 …it was like a movie. I recall a family walking down the street. They had to stop a bad guy or something bad from happening. The father went with his friend of his and they went into the belly of this plane which had these narrow passageways of water for them to move about located under the floor. No one realized that his old friend was actually the bad guy. The bad guy separated from the father and put oil in the water and set it afire. The father was quick thinking and he escaped to the other side of the plane's underground water pipes where the flames couldn't get him.

His family was told of his death by the 'friend' but they didn't believe it. They went back to the plane and wander about. They noticed a woman and an elderly passenger being attended by rescue workers. They had had asthmatic attacks due to the smoke they had inhaled. The family members guessed that it had come from under the floor of the plane and the old man confirmed it. They started ripping up the floorboards and calling for Mathew. We (the TV watchers) knew they'd find him…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~Trust issues, perhaps? A friend how betrays could represent my husband's desire to move me far from my home when he knows that I don't want to. The fire is destruction and the family coming to the rescue is my own thoughts and belief that he wouldn't really do this to me.

Dream #4 …I was in class at the beach. We moved class to the shore so Josh (classmate) couldn't find us. Someone was running a metal detector and finding tons of stuff. Rose (classmate), I think. Scott (classmate) was out in the water with the teacher. He was laughing and having a good time. I was too. I was knee deep in water but I could go no further because the ground was dropping out beneath my feet. We were waiting for other class members to join us…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~This was a light-hearted dream except for the ground dropping down in front of me. This could represent that I see and feel close to my class mates (and others) but that I have to stand back most of the time to guard my heart which guards me from hurts and more responsibility but, in turns, guards me from the good stuff.

…I was out at the barn where I found several valuable coins. They were placed on the lids of barrels that had been stored in a side room (that isn't really there) in the back. There was an old man I don't know and he told me to go ahead and take them, which I did. Some were ordinary coins but others were old and rare. I knew of one wheat penny that was from the 1920's (either 28 or 20). This switched location a bit to the pond near my house. There was a clear section of the pond where you could swim (which there's not). It seemed to be at the dam or beneath it, under ground. I knew of coins there as well.

We left and went to a store. I recall looking at the shelves and talking to someone. Me, mom and dad? drove back home. They went inside. I and several others my age where going back to the pond to treasure hunt. I guess they were friends of mine and they had gone into the house as well. I was changing into my bathing suit at the car and I didn't want them to see me but it took me so long that they came out of the house, already dressed and ready to go.

I asked someone about the hotdogs we had gotten because I was starving. My friends said there was one for me in the house. I tried to change without showing anything off but I'm sure my pubic hair was showing. I was squatted down, trying to pull my suit up under my regular cloths. I noticed I needed to shave my bikini line badly so I went inside, only my bathing suit bottom and regular shirt on.

I went into the bathroom and used the only deodorant I could find then soaped up to shave my bikini line, which had grotesquely long, dark hairs. I had trouble shaving them off and I even pulled one out, annoyed that I would let my hygiene get away from me. I was sitting on the toilette at the time but I couldn't seem to go to the bathroom. I was in there for the longest time and I could imagine that everyone was growing impatient or we might even miss our chance to go treasure hunting…

Kiddie Show
…somewhere, I was watching TV. It was a kiddie show with 4 kittens and 2 puppies as a cartoon and they were talking and watching TV. I thought they were pretty adorable….

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~I skipped my bath last night so that may be where the 'hygiene' issue came from. Putting things off is a bad habit I have and that may be where the parts of 'taking too long' and 'having trouble' came from in the dream. No matter my intentions, I always seem to let things slide.
As for the kiddie show, I was at Kara and Jason's yesturday and I was exposed to preschool cartoons.

…Me and Aaron had a house near mom's but it was somewhere else and mom's house was a huge trailer. I stayed with mom when Aaron went away which, in the dream, he was. He came back in that night and we hung out together. I expected to have sex with him but he had a headache and just wanted to take some medicine. I went to mom's house to find him some. I went into mom's huge bedroom and went to her medicine cabinet to get some. All I could find was some prescriptions stuff.

Somewhere along the line, I realized Aaron's look had changed quite a bit. He looked like a little Tarzan with brown skin, dark hair, little body, muscles and a pert face. He was shorted than me and he was about none years old. We talked about it but it wasn't shocking. It was apparently just some random change that happened while he was away.

Sitting at the medicine cabinet when I noticed thick, black writing on the right hand corner of the dresser that was sitting under the medicine cabinet. It read something like, "Julie, I hope you aren't scared when Aaron leaves you alone. Just so you know, if you want to stay with me, you can." (paraphrased) I figured it was written a while back by mom but I noticed that it was written across the wood and the lace covering so that when you moved the covering, the words would split. I thought that it was a bit odd. Aaron really looked like his head hurt but he didn't want to take the prescription meds. I wasn't sure what they were used for but he though they were for infection…

6AM : Worry about a Attack
…I am walking home from Meadow with some other people. They are ahead of me. I saw a man walking down another path that was angled away from the one I was on but I was afraid he was going to attack me. I was really worried he'd get me if the people ahead of me left me behind…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~First Dream: Aaron's changed look could be my change in the way I look at him or marriage in general. I am coming of a bit of depression where I had to think hard on the situations at hand, one of them being my place in my marriage. Aaron having a headache could be how I think he views marriage. I feel like he gets the short end of the stick. Mom writing that she was there for me is quite poignant because I know that she is.
Second dream: ~Fear dream. Getting left behind and being left to whatever is out there. I watch so many marriages fall apart I fear that Aaron could leave if he decided to. I obviously lack confidence in this area. It could also point to being left to 'fend for myself' or adjust to change in family dynamic, home and hearth and the job front. All of which are in flux right now.

…I was watching a TV program where this woman was explaining that she had found an old prehistoric ruin in Rhode Island where part of it was once destroyed by a volcano. They found the ruins of a house and they recreated the story for those watching at home…

Deep Cut
..I had a deep cut on my foot that matched the one I have on my arm in reality. I was messing with it, examining it…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~1st dream: TV dreams always throw me… but there is the ancient home destroyed by a volcano. This could be my childhood life, my home, my house all being shaken by my future. No matter what occurs, for better or worse, the home I knew is no more. I have added a new family member and, since it is a mate, I have created a new family, apart from the family I had. That's the way it's suppose to be. Change dream.
2nd: Reality dream: The cut on my foot was the same as the one I have on my arm which, at the time of the dream was still painful.

…I was in the massage suite at school and we had a visitor from the Far East, a friend of Sherrill's (the eastern teacher). He was there to teach us a few things about massage, the first of which was how to best position a client on the table, which, with his methods, meant you got under the sheets with the person in order to readjust them. The client and therapist's heads at opposite ends of the table and both on their backs.

Everyone was doing as he instructed and I was doing pretty well with it. The teachers walked around, looking at our progress. I noticed someone who was another friend of the teachers (who reminded me of a handicapped man I know) doing the task we were set but he was looking as though he was getting sexual pleasure out of it. He was even lying head-to-head and front-to-front with the person he was with. I was disgusted and outraged.

We got done with that and we were all sitting at the front of the room, being quiet. I found out that Rose had thought I was mad at her because I didn't spend a lot of time on her cold hands in some massage I had given her. She told me this and I went around her, patting her head and cooing to her like she was one of my cats. I even told her she was a 'pretty kitty'. She was not impressed nor did she find it funny. I was a bit embarrassed that she thought ... I was a nut for talking to her like she was a kitty…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~Massage class is a stressful place even though we do learn there. A client/student was being taken advantage of which is exactly how I feel we, as students, are treated. The pervert in the dream was a friend of the teachers, which holds them responsible for this abuse. For the section with Rose, it could be that I still see myself as inept when dealing with people and friends… either by not paying enough attention to them or by not knowing how to act in social situation.

… I was at home in the front room and I had these two scrolls of laminated papers with our names and our icons for all the people in massage therapy and medical assisting or nursing. I was the only one with a Star Wars icon in massage class but there was a ton in the other classes! Me and Rose (classmate that was there) thought it was neat.

Me and some other people from my class then went to this old house which was by my home. It may have been a party. Frances (classmate) got missing and we couldn't find her. The old house caught on fire somehow. I recalled being sad because it was burning and could not be saved. My classmates didn't seem to understand why I was disturbed. I found Francis, either terribly sick or drunk, passed out in front of the house. I pulled her to safety. There was some emotion about us not giving her enough attention…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~I do get a lot of attention for being "the Star Wars fan'. The burning house could stand for change, especially in the home life and the question of where I will be living. There's a party and I have come out of a depression that was triggered by school, an argument with my husband on where we are to live and stress in general. Francis, here, represented myself, sick and unable to 'move' and being rescued by me. Only you can pull yourself or allow yourself to be pulled from grief.

…one dream about finals. I got an A for my practical!…

…it was the last day of school. It was like elementary or high school but everyone was from my college class. Everyone was leaving, crying, giving gifts and cards because most of the people where graduating. I knew I was coming back for the summer so I didn't know why some of us where leaving.

I left the 'party' to where the cars and buses where parked. I was ahead of some guys. As I walked, I noticed someone sweeping the street. I was barefooted and I realized that I had stepped on something but it didn't hurt. The guy ahead of me darted out his broom to get a line of dirt that I was about to step on. I stopped walking and let him get it. The second time this happened, the guys behind me fussed. The more handsome one said, "Just go." He reminded me of William (old school mate) but different. I was embarrassed for being fussed at and I went ahead. I spoke to him and told him, "You know, I think I've been following you for years." He wouldn't even respond. I walked on and put my massage stuff in the car and drove off, alittle miffed.

The car ahead of me stopped at the exit so noone could leave. Samuel L. Jackson was driving it. He got out and waved. He was a friend of mine, apparently. I can't recall what happened but we left together and came back to find both of our cars gone. We figured they had been towed away because we left them in the way. I got home. Sam Jackson was still there but, by now, he had turned into my mom. She found two pairs of my pants in the front yard and I took them from her, saying that the dog must have dragged them out there even though she was defending him

There was one section where I was walking around with Sharon (massage director) at her spa. It was huge. She was being nice but I was still uncomfortable being there with her…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~My spring semester is drawing to a close and that could account for the farewell but I am also stressed with decisions and such. I dream of being in someone's way then someone being in my way which translates well to hard decisions. Pants, again, are a symbol of authority and mine are, apparently, randomly out in the yard being mauled by a dog.

Injured Kittens
…I had several cats in a cage that I had forgotten about. I had caught a black and white one and I was putting him into my quarantine cage but there was already a dad, mom and their kittens there. They were all sick with bloated bottoms, their anuses stretched over tumor-like swellings. I was shocked and their conditions…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~Forgetting animals in cages or who are tied up is an obvious alarm to something that you over look in life, something you're ignoring. Seeing that the animals were still alive but horrible sick is telling me that what ever it is… feelings, friends, or even hobbies, has to be given proper attention. Seeing that it was cats (an important thing to me) it has to be something dear.

…I was at my college behind the auditorium building and there were many booths about with jewelry and army stuff and a blood drive. I had to get ready for our own which was for chair massage. I wasn't dressed though. I had forgotten my chair, my badge and the CD player (which I have to bring for tomorrow's chair massages). One booth that I stopped at because of a cute guy beckoning me (white fellow with dark hair) had jewelry for sale and they had a lovely piece which was a choker made of turquoise.

I had been in my pathology class and I had left tons of blankets, sheets and fleeces there. I bundled them all up to take them with me. There was an issue going on around that my teacher was attracted to his female students. Everyone was sitting in desks outside the class room, talking about it. I was alittle disappointed that someone said it wasn't true. That meant he couldn't be attracted to me, then.

Another scene had me trying to get to class by elevator. It was acting a-mess. Earlier, there were Down-Syndrome custodians like form 'Kingdom Hospital' and they were cleaning the halls. I was both them and me for a moment. Back to the elevator. It was moving to the side instead of up and down and I figured I'd plummet to the ground at any moment…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~Forgetting massage equipment… now that's a real fear. Forgetting anything could mean a zero. But the bigger picture would be that I am chastising or reminding myself of what happens when I don't have my stuff together. One cute guy and feeling bad because the patho teacher wouldn't be attracted to me is also a common theme in my dreams… of men not being attracted to me or ridiculing me. I have not had trouble attracting the opposite sex, however, I am at a loss when knowing what to say and what to do with other people (dating aside).
The elevator, as well, is common. I believe it to be success or my attempt to get ahead. The elevator never works so, I often am having to save myself from it or warn others. This is an obvious fear or success.

…I was an astronaut and I was aboard a ship or space station. We kept seeing these white flecks of dust streaming through space and through our ship. The white glowies could not be stopped by anything. I got back to Earth at the offices of NASA. Those same little things were there but even more of them than in space. Noone was talking about them. There were a few guys I was flirting with but they didn't seem interested and they would walk away.

Then I was a massage therapist again and I was giving practice massages to my friends at the same offices but, now, they weren't NASA. One was a black, 30ish male cop who I couldn't convince to get on my table and some else who left before I was finished with them (Tracy?, a friend)…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~The white flecks of space dust could not be stopped by anything. They didn't seem to be a danger and no one else seemed worried about them. I'm trying to think of what they could represent… change? (which is way big in my dreams), emotion (which I tend to keep bottled), or any other number of things. Stress, maybe? My massage was not being taken well and that's a fear I have… that I won't be able to make this massage therapy career work.

…I am on the couch with Aaron in the living room. We are making out, me touching him mostly. I am very turned on. I notice that dad is sitting on another couch across from us. I thought we were being quiet but dad excuses himself from the room because of it. Aaron left too, saying he'd be right back. I waited for him, alittle impatient.

I went to the bathroom and mom, Venus (sis), Becky (niece), Beth (niece) and Aaron (husband) were all there. I wanted to be satisfied. We were talking about something and I kissed on Aaron. Becky was the main one talking. I wanted to go away with him somewhere. I also recall the kids having some oddly x-rated toys like penis-shaped balloons…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~My fear that my relationship with my husband, both physical and emotional, may be causing conflict with my original family and vice versa.

…it was night and I found myself driving home from work. I was on the back road and I was a little confused. I hadn't just zoned out on the road. I must have actually fallen asleep all together. I was shocked that I hadn't crashed. I checked the time and it was about 4 A.M. I did not recall ever making it to work at all but I was headed home.

I made it there and Aaron (my husband) was asleep on the couch in the living room. I woke him and told him what happened and I worried about not showing up for work. As we spoke we heard a noise coming down the road. I was frightened because I knew what it was and that it would kill everything in its path, including my cats that were in the front yard. It was a locomotive.

It cut down the road without a track, me and Aaron looking at it from the living room window. It was frightening but I think that odd image brought me around.

It was all a dream! I went outside and, because it was so real and I felt very much in a body in the dream, in order to test it, I went off the porch and flew. It was a very strong lucid. I was sure it was a dream and I was right!

I flew around but I could never go up into the sky. To the treetops was as high as I would go. I noticed that I was still alittle nervous or scared from the first part of my dream and I let it go. I also kept trying to change my cloths because I didn't like what I had on. I kept flying around in the yard, enjoying myself. I think I was talking to someone or other people that were there.

I planned on going off down the road but the next thing I remember, I am at the crossroads down the road and I and some others are at a gala at what should have been the EZ shop. I was traveling with an older man, I guess, like a father figure. I was crying because all the old buildings in my little town where gone. I told someone that, crying that everything was gone.

There was some running around after that, including a factory nearby that was making children at the party to get sick. We (me and some others) were to go in and get evidence. We messed up factory production for a moment and got the evidence. We were told that the factory now, needed to be shut down. Reluctantly, one of the guys in the group drove his car into the factory and pulled down several levers which stopped the machinery inside…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~The confusion at the beginning of the dreams is a pre-curser to the lucidity and the locomotive is the trigger that causes the realization that I am dreaming. Dream wise, the locomotive powering down the road and spreading destruction is my representation of dogs. Earlier, I had heard dogs barking and I went to investigate, finding nothing. I still worry about them killing my cats.
The lucidity ended and I am at a party where I am angry at the destruction of old buildings. The party is life, the destruction is change and my tears are my genuine emotion. The business with the factory making children sick and going in to take it down is my own reaction to change, protecting myself from harm and fighting what I view to be a threat.

~~~~ 10:30 AM : Kindergarten Work in College ~~~~

…I found myself at school, in the massage room alone with Kristie (clinical instructor) who was giving me some tests. The tests were kindergarten-like, like singing children's songs, which I had trouble doing. I kept wanting to sing BINGO-was-his-name-o even though that wasn't the song. We got done and the rest of the class came in.

I noticed that she had marked me down for not knowing the words. It bothered me because I had tried and sang even though I hate to sing. She set her stack of grades down and went to the office. I checked it out but couldn't find that one sheet. Someone had taken it already and when she came back out of the office, I asked her about it.

She ignored my question and asked me if my real name was Julie or Juliana. I told her my name was Julie but the only person who called me Juliana was my aunt. I was ill the whole dream. She then asked me if I was from the 'peninsula'. I thought she was talking about Italy but my people are from the Isles and England. I ignored her and saw that Heather (classmate) had a sheet of paper that everyone else had out. It was little drawings with letter blanks just like kindergarteners or first graders would have. It was our homework and I didn't know that it was due. I didn't have it but it didn't bother me…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~I obviously have trouble with being talked down to and treated like an inferior which is what occurs at my particular massage program. The kindergarten tasks speak of this. Also, asking me of my 'real name' is the perception that the 'real me' is not seen or known by them.

The rest of Jan, Feb, Mar, April Here

Wednesday, February 8, 2006 : Massage Mishap Part Two

…I had to give a massage at school. The woman was getting married and this was a treat for her. I interrupted the session in order to check up on some kids/kittens outside. It was raining and one of the kittens was in a wet suit and we were trying to find the other 'children' to get them in from the rain. She got ready to go and was going to donate 70 bucks. I begged her to stay and she did. I had only gotten to do her face when Sharon had interrupted with an announcement. Someone moves, me or her, and the table collapses a little. Josh (classmate) jumps in a fixes it but the lady is on the floor, getting dressed.

I asked her to stay but she is so mad she refuses. I tell her not to donate anything, which I'm sure she wouldn't' anyway. She left. Sharon asked how things went. I told her I didn't do anything for the client. Things were a mess, in disarray. Somewhere along the line, I found some flattened coins and an old one from 1933…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~Being in disarray is pretty standard for my view on the massage class I am taking. Sharon does interrupt class and 'brings down' the area. Also, the bad massage can be my own misgivings about who good I am at this career. However, finding the coins was a nice additive. Finding coins or treasure, for me, stands for 'pearls of wisdom' or knowledge.

Tuesday, February 7, 2006 : Massage Mishap Part One

…I was in school which was in the living room and Sharon, who was thin and old and looked nothing like herself, was teaching class. My alarm went off and I pulled in out of Rose's (a classmate) pocket where I had put it, claiming it so Rose wouldn't get into trouble.

Sharon told me I'd get a zero for the day, which is her real-life standard punishment. I told her it wasn't a cell phone but an alarm clock. She didn't care so I packed my backs, angry that the day was almost over. I wasn't scared of getting the zero just PO-ed that I had to put up with her crap. I left and I was at this desert-like place…Mexico or somewhere like that. I don't recall the info but it was one of those traveling dreams…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~Not sure if there's a lot of symbology in this. Getting in trouble for some slight thing, standing up so another won't take the blame. Also, stress from school, or rather, that particular class and teacher.

Thursday, February 2, 2006 : Changes and Gaining Power

…I kept re-doing time a bit, seeing what to do about these two fellows. I was happy with how it turned out but I figured why not change it since I had the ability and make it better. It was a scene where I met these two guys. One was a date, one was a friend. Originally, I wound up with the date. But I redid it a few times, always winding up with him. The last one, I had sex with his friend right away. It was night, snow was on the ground and there was a dog running about. I howled, thinking he'd howl with me but he ran off. That's when me and the best friend went off to find my date and to have sex with one another…

…in this one, I am going to NY for a wedding, I think, and I'm going to visit Aaron while I'm there. I have to decide whether to go or not. I think I do. Something about my electric fence…

…with Holiday (FS). She has two big crystals. Oddly enough, she eats one, breaking it apart and biting off morsels. I try it as well. It's not as pure as I thought it would be…

…I was in the house, playing a game that involved the entire house like Jumangi or something. I'm with someone, Aaron, I think, who's already been through it a bunch of times. Different games to pass…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~The first dream could be my ability to see the possibilities and the chances of having any kind of future I want. Despite the sex scenes, it's an empowerment dream. The 2nd is a representation of decision-making as well.

The 3rd is more difficult to translate. Holiday, to me, represents youth, joy, exuberance and intelligence. Crystals are magical, wise and powerful. Her eating them would be the equivalent of absorbing those traits. I found them to not be as pure and, typing this, it makes me notice yet again that I don't find as much joy in life as others seem to. I am slightly jealous at times for that.

Dream 4: Aaron has more life experience than me, which means he's been through the 'game' more often. Now, I am experiencing things that I haven't before. I tend to fight him on things, especially when he knows he knows things I don't. I guess I should be more open to his suggestions in order to 'win' the game even though I feel slighted by being forced to change…

Wednessday, February 1, 2006 : Ringworm

…I dreamed I was at school. I had trouble with understanding my absences for massage class and what they meant. I went to Mrs. Perkinson's English class and half of us (the massage students) left. I stuck around because I didn't know why. She continued to teach and I asked a girl about it. I felt amazed that I had no memory of why we would walk out like that. The rest of the class left then, so I went with them.

I realized, as I walked down the halls that I was wearing cut off shorts that showed too much. I hoped no one would notice but I kept running into teachers. The building was like a huge high school. I finally got outside and spoke to a teacher or principal about something when I noticed huge patches of ringworm on my leg. I was loud about it, shocked. The principal identified what it was and I fussed about having to write papers because of it because having a communicable disease gets you black listed from massage. I went in to see the nurse.

Then me and Aaron were driving somewhere to get my medicine. He stopped at an animal supply place to get his dog (Boomer?) things for his cage. We met the couple that ran the place. They seemed suspicious by nature…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~I did have trouble understanding the absence policy since Sharon (the director) pretty much made it up. People walking out could be the anger and unrest in class right now. Most of us are pretty fed up. The ringworm is something that could end my schooling pretty fast and not be my fault but it would still mean, that under the policy, I could not pass. Also, I was wearing short shorts and that bothered my in the dream because it is a rule breaker, that also is grounds for 'punishment'. Fear dream.

Tuesday, January 31, 2006 : Who's Wearing the Pants?

...I had a ton of dreams, all of them with the same flavor. One was of me in a store. A man spoke to me, telling me to go pick up a pair of pants and he'd tell me how to fit them because he did the same for his wife. I actually went, wondering why I needed his help. I came back and looked at badge chains to hold my hospital ID. I took one off to look at it and an alarm went off. I got the cashier over there to shut it off, fussing a bit…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~This is a big symbolic dream of 'who is wearing the pants' in the family. Aaron, my husband, in my mind, is trying to be my parent and make me grow up which is quite offensive. I go along with him to keep peace, because I love him and because I can learn things from him. He is obviously the old man. The hospital badge is a representation of my prestige at school and as a therapist-in-training which I am showing off to myself to remind me that I do have authority even if my husband thinks I don't.

Monday, January 30, 2006 : Grandma's House

…I went to where grandma's house use to be (it's torn down now). They had moved the big barn and torn down the walls inside the house to make one big room, redecorated it and added a bathroom.

I stood there with Aaron (husband), remembering in my mind where things use to be. The owner enters the room. I figured she'd be mad that we were there and she was a bit uncomfortable until she found out that we were looking for a home. But the house was too small for our needs and it just wasn't what we wanted…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~Aaron and I are trying to decide on where to live. We are with my parents right now and we need our own space, so 'grandma's house' is actually this house. I love it and all my memories are here but it is too 'small' as it is right now.

Monday, January 23, 2006 : Gold and Choosing

…it was kind of like 'Little House on the Prairie' and I am by a river where I have found tons of palm-sized gold. I was surprised that no one had found it before me but noone had been out there. I sent my child or a child to get something to carry it all in. I spend a while just pulling them out of the river…

…me and Aaron were in town together, looking for a place to make love. It was dark. Mom met up with us and I opted to be with Aaron than her and I felt badly about it. Me and Aaron went out to eat instead and I wondered off to see if I could find mom. I found a cat near the Benson bridge and some Mexican men, two of them. I told them about my cats but they didn't seem too impressed by it…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~Usually finding gold or riches is a sign of knowledge and learning but this one had more of a feeling of greed attached to it. Greed is a problem with me as I tend to be self-involved and self-sustained. Having to choose between my mate and my parent gets me every time. I know that I should choose him but I want to still be there for her. I struggle for a balance. Telling strangers about my cats and not getting a good reaction is how I feel about explaining to people what a predicament I'm in. No one seems to get it.

Thursday, January 19, 2006 : Bricks and Branches

…many dreams that I've forgotten. In one, I am looking at the bricks that Aaron got for me from the demolished Meadow school and I joke that they are both inside bricks. In another, a broken branch points down to where a treasure might be…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~Aaron got two bricks from Old Meadow School; one from the inside and one from the outside. A joke about that would be the silliness of my holding on to an old building or the fact that Aaron aggravates me with his jokes about it.

Wednesday, January 18, 2006 : Fast-Paced Love-a-thon

…they are excavating outside the school house/my house. I have a friend who works there and he lets me see. He says they found the body of a fisherman and he tells me how he can tell. It takes me a while to realize the 'fisherman' is a statute with a big face and huge teeth. I hug on my friend but with alittle more than just friendship.

The scene is wholly my yard now and I see the basement all in decay and dirty. I saw my husband's cat but she ran away from me (Stink-Ear). Daniel Jackson is there and he's looking at hieroglyphs and writing in his journal which doubles as a computer pad. I start kissing and adoring on him and he is suddenly interested. I am amazed that he is responsive to me.

Them I am sleeping in my own bed and Becky (my niece) comes upstairs, turns on the light and sits at the side of my bed. I ignore her and flip through a 'How to Draw Luke Skywalker' book written by a few people. It has comic images of Luke and how to create those images plus Luke dolls that people had made…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~Romance is desired: friend, Daniel Jackson, Luke Skywalker. I ignore my niece for the Luke book which could be my preference for fantasy over reality.

Monday, January 16, 2006 : Hurt Moth

...me and Aaron were having our anniversary but we hadn't talked about it. I expected us to go on a day trip and stay at a hotel but we hadn't discussed it. I went downstairs and sat on a step at the bottom. Aaron walked up and asked me about a moth. I hadn't seen him but Aaron told me he was hurt.

Someone told me I'd sat on it. I looked but I hadn't. Aaron found the moth and one of its wings were missing. It was a huge moth with brown speckled wings. He gave him to me. I took him upstairs to glue his wings on but (as I somehow wanted) the wind from the open window in my room tore off his other wing. I figured we could have it in a jar and keep him fed. He fell on the floor at one point and I rescued him from a beetle.

Aunt Helen was there. She was asking me questions about my hypnosis/meditation tapes. To shut her up, I put one on and told her to lay down. I did so as well because I was so very tired. She wouldn't sit still and she left. I still wondered about what me and Aaron would do for our anniversary…

~~~ Later : Eluding the Enemy ~~~

…in this dream I am in a strange land, hiding from people and running. I'm staying with these modern people who were going to celebrate in an old custom style. Apart of it was wearing bonnets that hide the hair. I figured I could hide myself easier if I could cover my blonde hair because everyone else's was black. When I put on the bonnet, I found that it was too small and made me look like a boy. Even better! I evaded capture and escaped into another part of town. They found me but I must have been in a safe place because I was cocky…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~A moth to be is freedom because it flies, annoying because if flies in crazy patterns and innocent because it's so little and delicate. Aaron told me it was hurt, someone told me that I had hurt it. I somehow wanted it to be completely injured so that it could be cared for. I suppose the moth could be me or my freedom which is always in question according to my husband, is my responsibility and can be given up by someone.

For the second dream, I have plenty of running or fighting dreams and I suppose that that is my fight or flight response showing up in my dreams. Hiding, running, getting away and feeling cocky can all be related to emotional, physical, mental problems going around.Another dream where I hide my hair because it identifies me so well.

Sunday, January 15, 2006 : Wetting Old Men

…I was in a hotel/hospital. I was very sad and lonely in the dream. I was walking around, probably against rules or something. I recall being upset because I've gained weight, which I have. I went to the bathroom where a girl was waiting. I knew Becky was inside, so I knocked on the door playfully. She left but had strowed cloths inside so me and the girl picked them up.

I left and walked around some more. I came to a spigot over two patients and I ran the spigot to get water and they got wet. One was an old man and the other looked almost dead but he was being cuddled by the old man. I wound up coming back and running more water but off to the side. The old man chastised me for wetting them earlier. I was embarrassed and felt bad.

I also seemed to be back in time because I met my husband (Jackie Chan) before we knew each other. It was before some trip to New Mexico were he had gained much knowledge. There was danger there and one of us, him I think, almost got killed…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~Feeling lonely and guilty do to missing out on my niece and wetting the innocent fellows. Guilt is an annoying feeling I get whether I deserve it or not.

Saturday, January 14, 2006 : Pretending and Discouraged

…I guess I had to go with my class to a foreign country. Stuart (first ex-brother in law) was our instructor and I think he was taking us to his house. I was not having fun. I wanted to go home. No one there was like my classmates except for Stuart and he was not himself. There was snow everywhere and the building was convoluted and open.

I explored certain parts away from the others. I went downstairs and I met some fellow who I don't recall well. For some reason we decided to dress and act as though I was an alien and he was my servant. I sat on the stairs and dressed the part but I knew people would recognize me by my hair. I spoke very well, making my voice robotic-like.

We went through the group then away so I could put on a silver wig. I had trouble with it. I think I went back upstairs and everyone was gone. Noone was impressed. I went out to where they had cooked breakfast which I didn't get. It was barbequed slices of bread. I tasted one and put it back, discouraged. I was wanting to find them or go home or find Aaron (my husband)…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~I dress up as an alien in a place where I was feeling like an outsider. 'Noone was impressed' which shows my inability to find solace when talking my problems out to others. Feeling lonely.

Sunday, January 8, 2006 : Lisa and Sally Visit

…an actor or someone famous had come into town. He's in the town next to us and he's looking around like it's some big city and it is in the dream, really. The town is much more industrialized than it is now but it has a lot of nature incorporated as well. I tell him that most of North Carolina is that way, or, rather, that if he thinks this is a big city, he should see Raleigh. Then I am in Raleigh, exploring and trying to find my way back home.

There's also a part of the dream where it's underwater and most everyone is part mermaid.

Then another part where I'm back in Benson and Lisa and Jade are meeting me. Lisa shows up first and we meet at a restaurant there. I recall leading her over strange walkways and over brdges. Lisa has brought gifts for me. I decide to go find Jade in case she got lost. I run into her quickly. I take her back to where Lisa is. Sally has gifts for me, too but I find that they are silver and blue, Lisa's colors, so they are meant for her. Sally's upset that she has no gifts for me but that's okay…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~Seeing things with new eyes, like those of a visitor. This could be anything occurring in my life right now. Lisa and Sally are close friends and we are planning a get together. I'm not sure what it means by my gift being Lisa's but it may have resulted in some slight that I can't recall do to translating it at such a later date.

Saturday, January 7, 2006 : Revenge for Doll-Girls

…It was like the movie "Red-headed Stranger" where I am digging this well for these townspeople and coming up with good water. It was right beside the property of these bad guys and I was worried about them taking it. One of these bad guys raped a girl and I went after them in revenge after she told me who it was. The girl was, in the dream, a small porcelain doll.

I went after the guy, asking the men nearby for him by his name. All of this took place in the upstairs of ma's house. They wouldn't tell me so I grabbed one of the fellows and hung him over the banister until I realized that he wasn't really a bad guy at all.

I left him alone and I went back but all the guys had escaped. I found another abused girl they had left behind (another doll-girl) so I went back and pushed the man I had threatened over the banister because I knew he had had something to do with this rape, atleast. I went after the others who had gone up into the attic…

Bad Eyesight
…I had a dream where there was something wrong with my vision. Some black spot in my way…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~I abhor any innocent being taken advantage off but I often don't know how to react appropriately, like attacking the wrong fellow, letting the bad guys get away. This could also be a good way to let my anger out.

Friday, January 6, 2006 Thursday, January 5, 2006 Wednesday, January 4, 2006

Tuesday, January 3, 2006 : Story by the Sea

…I am an 18th century well-to-do woman, married to a ship's captain. I have brown, curled hair and I am wearing a big old fashion dress. I am thin and very beautiful. Not me at all. We live in our own ship, which looks like a house. We are in a harbor waiting out a storm. People onboard are being washed away and we are being washed out to sea. I see how close to the shore we are and I tell them we can jump and make it. Noone believes me but I'm sure that's the only way we will survive.

I jump and make it to an outcropping which is a wood-built area covered in vines. I reach out for my husband, still on the boat and I grab his hand. His foot stays on the boat and he brings us all into shore with his own strength.

I must be pregnant here because it flashes to a few years in the future and our son is playing on the beach. The beach is covered in vines and flowers also and is in the shape of a giant step where a tsunami has crashed into it at one time or another. I worry for his sake that this terrible thing may happen again. Otherwise, it is a wonderful dream…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~Storms can represent danger and unrest. Being in a boat on a stormy sea makes you more vulnerable than any other place. I am the voice of reason while my 'husband' is the strength and drive. Being in the future, and worrying about my child and coming calamities speaks of general worry for the future.

Sunday, January 1, 2006 : Stress Dreams

…I had my hair braided and it wasn't the same length so, instead of rebraiding it. I cut it in four places, hoping to braid the other hair back in. I just left it at the cut length though and showed him. I was rather proud of it.

Aaron and I were driving back to NC. We had other people in the car with. I must have fell asleep in the car because I woke up three and four hours later and we were home but Aaron said we had to leave again. We had to go back up to Pennsylvania somewhere to finish the trip somehow. There was a couple with us and a black child with some 80's toys as though he was from then. I asked Aaron why we had to leave. How'd we get here so fast? What was up north that was so important that made us have to continue the trip even though I was home?He was mad with me and the others were as well. I made them let me go into the house. It was dark but I found Tia and petted her. She didn't seem impressed that I was home.

I left with them, Aaron using the old road over all dad's old junk (the road that use to be at the left of the yard). I fussed at him then was silent… -I woke up and went back to sleep- …we finally came home to Benson. There was water by some side streets. Aaron wasn't there anymore I recall cats in cars and people digging dead bodies up in an open area. They were pulling up T-shirts (not sure if the bodies turned to T's or not). They talked about Jim Carey and a Hollywood friend…

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…there was a father who owned a mansion with his family. He had only half a head. It was split down the middle (like in those grotesque pictures that Aaron had shown me the night before). His left side was gone. He had a wife and kids and the mansion was like the house from 'The Haunted Mansion'.

There was a jump and the wife had divorced him and kept the house and kids. He's ballistic, angry and going a little nuts. I can agree with him because she took everything he had. I'm missing a lot of the dream but it was very scary…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~Cutting my hair in a dream is a sign of disfiguring myself with anger or remorse or guilt. The night I had this me and my husband had a big fight and a stressful time which is why I was proud to show him my chopped off hair. I woke up that say knowing we'd be driving back from NY to NC before we were suppose to which angered my husband. This lead to the nightmare here about not getting to go home. Cats in public places is a symbol of stress and dead bodies are rarely stressful but they can represent emotions 'dug up'.
Dream 2 is a stress dream.

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…Dooku is here, or rather we are having a family dinner and he's coming. I give him a hug because I like him and because we get to eat now that he's here. I even told him when I hugged him that I knew he was evil and that was okay. He took us all, the entire family (sometimes my cats) and put us all together. The point was for him to find an apprentice. I pretended to be evil but I had a cousin who actually was, so I had to keep her from killing me or anyone else while I pretended to do the same to her. I found myself jumping beside the girl. I would bounce so high! I could have caught myself dreaming but I thought I could do this in real life like I was using the Force. We then battled, me and my cousin.

Dooku watched, waiting for the victor. Everyone was watching. She threw something and it went right through my hand. It didn't hurt nor bother me. I saw Dooku leave , then on a TV above the door, I saw use the Force to mask the way his face looked. He was at an awards ceremony and he was dressed as "the Guard" in order to kill someone there. I was there, then, trying to figure out who he was. I think I wound up getting the wrong guy…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~Conflict dream. My fighting skills were good in that dream-like way and my injury did not bother me. I guess that would be considered a good thing, symbolizing my ability to let things go.

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…I went to Genia's house to give her a massage. Kara and her son was there. It was a big, 2-story house and we were on a big ramp leading out of it. We were talking about massage. Genia had already gotten her license and she talked about the rest of her training (which she does not have). I had a few more classes to go to. I asked Kara what about her and she said she didn't go and I should know that. In the dream, I did know that (in reality, Kara does have massage training). I asked Genia if I had to pay now that she had her license. I didn't get an answer. I went upstairs…

INTERPRETATION NOTES:
~Lack of communication in this dream. It wasn't a comfortable dream and I suppose that can stem from school and relationship stresses.